^ What’s that? ^
It looks like a blob, a pretty blob, but just a blob of colors not making any sense.
^ And what’s that? ^
Looks like another blob, kind of like an ugly, jumbled-up mess.
That’s how I feel like my life is sometimes………..Blobs, nothing fitting together, nothing happening for a reason, every day is is new ‘blob.’ That ‘blob’ changes colors every day, sometimes it looks ugly, and other times it’s pretty. That’s all I can see most of the time.
Life is like a painting, I can only see parts of it at a time. I’m not the One doing the painting though, God is. He sees all of the picture, He has a plan, He knows what He is doing(Even though sometimes I wonder 
). God sees how every one of those blotches, strokes, and ‘messes’ fit together to make a masterpiece. And the more of my life I hand over the the Creator, the more control I give Him, the greater the masterpiece will be.
Even though I don’t like them in there, the dark places in my ‘painting’ make it all the more beautiful. The shadows make the bright parts shine out all the more. It shows me how God can take someone that is such a ‘mess of blobs’ and make that person into something beautiful. And for that, I am thankful! I’ve certainly got a long way to go, but it’s a journey I’m happy to make.
